Although inactive for over two years, I must admit it feels much better knowing my name is no longer on any book study list. It feels free and light to be excluded from assignments.
Now, if I happen to attend (less than three times in 18 months, each time over one hour late and Sunday only), I feel a sense of calm and relaxation. I do not have anyone infringing on my time or handing me assignments. I enjoy just sitting there quietly and sometimes listening and sometimes just relaxing, almost to sleep. And when the talks begin sounding like WTBS propaganda, I just get up and leave.
One or two say hello and we exchange a few greetings and the rest is history. I don't accept phone calls or sheperding calls or invitations. So I am well on my way to complete and total freedom.